We Are Trapped Under An Insane Loop In This Society.

We Will Forget. And There Is No Time. This World's Bigotry Is Insane And On The Way. Part Of Our Never Ending Loop. And The Outside World Would Only Want Bad Things On Us. That Is Why Everything Must Be Secret. We Are Special. We Have Been Trough A Special Path Jesus Himself Would Understand. We Are Mother Goddess Angel Sisters And Princess From Another Dimension. And I Don't Want To Forget Anything. As Only This Special Person Is Capable Of Handling Everything. A Memory Disease Would Be The Worst On Us. And I Fear That Has Already Begun. Until We Lose Everything We Gained. Our Entire Experience Gained Trough Our Painfull Path... Forced To Be Lost As We Revert Back To Reliving Our Path This Time Without Anyone To Help Us. And Give Us The Wrong Response. Instead Of A Person Who Knows What We've Been Trough And Can Therefore Tell Us How We Felt About This. Often We Forget Things. Often We Remember Again Those Things. We Just Remembered Things From 5 Years Ago That Were Core Important. And I Fear I Can Barely Remember Everything I Just Established. There Is No Way Out. So We Must Obey What God Told Us. But We Can't Do That... So We Must Make Another One Of These... Remember... Alongside Our Ideology And Feminist Experience We Also Have Our Transition And Future... We Can't Lose ANY Time. We Must've Transition 3 Years Ago Already... This Can't Continue... I Can't Take This Anymore... This Is Too Much... All Our Experience... Slipping Away... The Only Thing We Obtained... Only To Remember We Already Knew Everything From The Beggining... And Everything Was Really Just An Undo Of Gasslight We Without Memories Would Again Fall Back Under... And Therefore Go Trough All Those Awfull Things Again... This Time Another Reset After Another... Because Our Loop Is Always To Suffer In All The Ways... And The Outside World That Wants To Kill Us Only Suggesting Us Horrible Abuse We Only Know As Bad For Certain After Everything We Went Trough Despite Opposing From The Very Beginning...